Saturday, 26 November 2011

Dear God

Please make me thin.....

this is my prayer of late, I tell the Lord, or i remind Him (like He doesnt know) that i am a good girl....... i dont drink, i dont smoke, i dont do bad things, so why do i have to work SO hard to be thin :o(

Since i started this diet and gruelling process, i feel totally separated from life (so dramatic i know lol)

Last night, it was my (not so brilliant) idea to run to the shops.... completely forgetting that its uphill, (when you are so unfit, a slight incline is very much like pollyshorts), OMW, i was finished, my calves were literally ON FIRE!

But i just keep reminding myself, it will be worth it in the end!

Looking at bikini's yesterday, was actually excrutiating, sometimes i feel like i am the only one who feels like that in the shops!

well fat no more! see you all on the thin side :o)

mUcH lOvE

mIsH xXx

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